dAtE tO 1 yEaR.....

[[__My dEeEpEsT gRaNdmA__]]

I seldom took photos with my grandma...
This was taken during breakfast 1 fine day!
She was still looking so great n *cHeEzEy* to e camera!
Her health was deteriorating as days passed by..
She was not able to smile to the camera anymore like before...
I loved this photos...1 of those her smilez look so great! i'll cherish it! =D
That's the sayings, 生老病死...
这是她的解脱。她很快乐，子孙满堂是她的心愿！

hOoRaY..!! ChEeRs..!! =D

it had been so long since i sit down in front of the computer to pen down my totx, running across my mind...i had so much to write, so much to say..yet i doesnt have the time or mood to update my blog..so much happened during tis period, both good n bad..but all i could rmb was all e good, cos i forgot all e bad.. *no space for bad things in my mind*

So, tis gonna b a long post, if u're nt prepared to spend some time to read...go ahead... =D

Since June, im pursuing my degree course..nt being a business student, i hav to put in extra effort and time for bridging modules..i have 6 to clear before i can go on to my 12modules for my course..haas...it's was definitely not an easy task..some modules were interesting, like law n stats..but modules like tourism n management were omg..there's so much to memorise..n it's e 1st time im seeing them..haas..to add on my busy schedule, im taking driving lessons after wrk.."24hrs was not enough for me!" it was often heard by ppl ard us..haas..there were times i feel so down, both of wrk, life, sch..to make it worst, i had to hide my feelings in front of ppl..well, arranging my totx, i learn to adapt n accept my life slowly...so other than lec, exams, wrk..tt's hw i spend my June..not forgetting my frenx birthdae on 29th!

July was a happening month..haas..other than exams, driving, i have birthdae parties to attend..cool~ many of us are July babies..tis shows how popular tis mth is but oso shows im gonna eat bread for e mth..haas.. =p

we hold a mini celebration @ Top 1 for Nancy's Bdae..after driving, went for steamboat dinner n sing k for e whole morning till 5am..it was 7am when im home n lesson was at 9am..haas..but it was worth it..cos there's only one 21st in a lifetime..
im turning 21st on 22nd too..haha..so held a chalet @ pasir ris..ya, i noe e idea is common n nt special..but wat's more to expect when there's a grp of best frenx spending e nitex over wif u...it's e totx n company tt matter...yeah!
i believe im nt a good host tt nitex, neither my party had so much to play with..sry bout tt, but i hope those attend had lotsa fun..i totx it was a good time to catch up wif those so-long-no-c frenx...heex..MILLIONS THX to those tt who take e effort to attend...THX!

Thx for the invitations sent for e parties...Hope u guys hav fun during ur nitex too! =D

Also, in July, i receive a good news..tt's i'll b switching my job soon..althou i miss e wrk atmosphere n frenx here, but all good things come to an end..i learnt alot in this place esp e reality of e world..apart frm able to cultivate patience n knowledge in this line, those proj are 1 of those tasks i enjoyed most..all e in-hse proj r so interesting esp with those contests..nw tt im gone, i only miss those in-hse proj..haas..e last few lines i picked up were disastrous..often, i hated those ppl call to talk on nonsensical stuff, scolding ppl like us..i feel so upset y do we hav to sound so 'low' in front of them..we r equal n hav dignity too yet we cant even talk back or scold when we r in no wrong..tt's for mi lah..u guys can choose to scold back but i choose to swallow it..haix...life is like tt..it's tt unfair, but i noe..in someway or rather, there's always fairness in us..it's hw we look at it..i feel so relax nw tt i gonna leave..been feeling so bad-tempered cos of those lines i took lately..haas..sry, if my temper was vent on u..heex..

today is my last day of wrk le...so cum on..!!pack my mood n set off to my new environment..!! i'll always miss e days spent in SPH for e past 1 year 2mths 23days.. THX GUYS..!! =D

you guys will always b e most wonderful collegues i ever had...naughtiest, funniest, greatest..!!

N on this special day, to mark it even more memorable, i received my results for my last module..officially, CLEARED 6 bridging modules..i was most worried about e last module tt i nid to retake...omg...im so HAPPY, flying into the sky...yeah! =D
Mktg n HTM, here i come yea..!!

Looking forward to my new environment...17th August 2009!! here i come..!!
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HAPPY BIRTHDAE!!
to 06/07/08 babies esp turning 21st..a milestone for e start as an adult.. Sry, if tis kinda greetings looks v simple, but i meant it..n it's nt belated..i greeted on ur day rite?!
apologised for those nt appearing here..i may hav forgotten but u r nt forgotten..no worries!

10/06 - Wan Lin
29/06 - Jae
04/07 - Nancy
05/07 - Jason
13/07 - Gabriel
16/07 - Houng Yee
24/07 - Yan Chang
26/07 - Jian Hong
01/08 - Xin Hui n Nephew
02/08 - Xue Li

生日快乐！！

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I CLEARED MY MODULES...HOORAY..!! =D

SenToSa..

A tRip tO sEntOsa oN eVe oF NaTiOnAl dAy..iT waS cRowDed wItH pPl bUt pReTTy gOod exPeriEnce..wE dIn wEnT tO e bEaCh bUt inStEaD arouNd tHe attRaCtiOnS..1st stoP tO iMaGes oF SIngaPoRe..ToOk loTsa pHoTos, n uNdErsTaNdiNg hw sInGaPoRe CaMe bOut..wE dO nOe e hIstOrY of s'pOrE bUt nT iN fuLL sToRy i beliEve yEa?!

nExt, wEnT fOr sKy rIde aNd wAlk tO mErLioN...wEnT iN n aPprEcIaTe e mErliOn sTatUe..tHere's 10 sTorEys BUt e liFt oNly tOok uS tO e 1st n 10th sTorEy..hAaS..sO tt's hw wE cAmE tO uNderStaNd hw merLion TiS nAmE cAmE bOut..As tHere wAs ND pRomOtiOn, So e tIx wAs pReTty gd bArgAiNs..nOt tt bAd..aS e sKy tUrNs dArKeR n dArkeR, wE wEnT fOr ouR lAst SkyrIde (cAme tgt aS a pAckaGe).. dEn wE eNdEd oUr dAy tHere..iT mAy sOuNds sHorT cOs we sTaRteD aBoUt 3pm..tHey wAIted fOr mE n CH tO eNd wRk at 1pm..tHx u..!!

EvEn tHOu e dAy wAs sHoRt, BUt iT wAs sO fUn n MeAnIngFuL..AbLe tO mEEt tGt iS aLwaYs wAd sO FUn..e pRogRaMMe pLaNnEd iS juSt tO eNhAncE iT bEtTer...aFtEr sEnToSa, tHx tO C.H, wE gEt tO tAsTe e dElicIouS sOuTh bUoNa vIsTa rOad duCk rIce..i OnLy nOe tIs rOad nAme, hAaS..bUt e dIsHeS oRdEreD wAs kAnGkOng, bEaNcUrd, sotOngs, pRaWns nOt fOrgEttInG e mAiN cHaRaCtEr, ducK mEaT..haAs...yUmMy yuMMy~~

NeXt sTop, CatHay BeN & jErRy iCe-cReAm..sO siNfUl tAt dAe..hAha...hAd tAlk whiLe we eAt n eVeNtuAlly, wE eNd oUr dae wItH hx buyiNg a bAg fOr hErSelf from lEftFoOt sToRe..yEa!!

hOmE sWeEt hOmE @ bOuT 10pm..

*sRy GuYs..i'll b pOsTiNg pHoToS sOoN..*
pLs wAiT pAtIeNtLy..hAaS... =D

LotSa tHx..

i cant wait for my party to cum next wk..woohoo..!!
cos can take a short break after my modules...

R.E.S.T, im cuming..wait for me~~yea yea!!

thx guys for willing to take time out to join in my fun..

also, thx so much for doing ur best to strike off my wishlist...

those i truely truely nid de, already fulfill by some buddies le..
items with =D are achieved..thx so much for e effort..
other items in e list r wants, nt needs items lah..jux long term wishes..

those haven get anything, hav to depend on urself lor..wahhaas..

i dnt mind anything lah...but probably nt necklace, bracelet, those accessories le..
oh ya, no more soft toys either...they gt no place to stay le...
i cant bear to throw anyone away..all r precious...
**i have too much of those..haas..thx..

anything practical n realistic lor...thx millions... =)

Looking forward to seeing u guys...appreciated so much.. =D

i cant wait any moments for e time..rmb guys, Azure...

RanDomLy eMo..

Came aCrOsS tIs sOnG tHrOuGh bLog..
i dOn hAv tHe hAbIt tO sEaRcH fOr eNgLiSh sOnGs..
nAtUrAlly, i gEt tO nOe sOnGs tAt "cAmE aCrOsS" mE
e 1sT tImE i hEard tIs sOnG, i feEl so eMo, sO cLoSe tO mE..
wHenEva i hEaR tIs sOng i fEel sO eMo..my dArKeSt pEriOd nOw..

aGaIn, AgaIn, n aGaiN pLayiNg iN my mInD...nEvEr eNdiNg...........

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You Took My Heart Away
(Music and words: Jascha Richter)

Staring at the moon so blue
Turning all my thoughts to you
I was without hopes or dreams
I tried to dull an inner scream but you
saw me through

Walking on a path of air
See your faces everywhere
As you melt this heart of stone
you take my hand to guide me home and now
I'm in love

Chorus:
You took my heart away
when my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
and you sleep by my side
you become the meaning of my life

Living in a world so cold
you are there to warm my soul
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new start and now
I'm in love

(Repeat Chorus)

Holding your hand
I won't fear tomorrow
Here were we stand
we'll never be alone

You took my heart away
when my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
and you sleep by my side
you become the meaning of my life (x3)

断了线的风筝 - 命运

断了线的风筝
失去了方向
失去了生命力
最终唯有坠落在陆地上...

那，这风筝的命运又会是什么？

会被人捡起来珍惜
继续绽放着
还是，
会被人忽视
任人踩在脚低

我想，大概没人会知道吧

这断了线的风筝，既无奈又无助

断了线的风筝

话说很久以前有一位老头子要到老远的城镇办年货。於是他便决定带他那年幼的孩子和
一只驴子随行。因为他十分地疼爱他那孩子，所以便叫他的孩子骑上驴子，他自己则选择步行。

途中，他们遇到了一位和尚，那和尚对着那老头的孩子说: “小孩啊！你怎么可以让你那
年迈的父亲徒步，你自己却骑上驴子！那是很不孝的行为啊！”。此时，那小孩看见了正气喘
的老父，心想: “对呀!我应让父亲骑上驴子！毕竟我还年轻，可以选择步行！”。於是他便叫
他的父亲骑上驴子，他自己则选择徒步。

不久，他们又遇到了一位柴夫，那柴夫对着那老头说: “你怎么可以让你那年幼的孩子徒步,
你自己却骑上驴子！那绝对不是一位父亲该做的事啊！”。老头想了想，随后便叫他的孩子
骑上驴子；他自己又选择回步行。

后来,他们又遇到了一位商人，那商人看见了因远行而正上气不接下气的老头，便对着那老头说:

“你何必选择徒步那么辛苦呢？为何不和你孩子一起骑上驴子去呀？！”。於是老头心想： “是呀！

那商人所说的也是有其道理!我已一把年纪了，何必那么辛苦呢？”。随后便和他的孩子一起骑上了那驴子。

最终，他们到达了目的地。但他们的驴子却可能因为太累或承受不了过于重的负荷物而死
去了。这时，刚好有一位路人经过，他看到了这情景便对那老人和小孩说: “你们怎么可以
一起骑上那驴子呢？！因为它肯定会因承受不了过于重的负担而死去呀！”。此时，老头和
小孩唯有保持沉默…无语相对。

这是一则有趣且简短的故事，但它却给我们留下了一个更深层次的思考空间。它彷佛反映了我们在

现实生活中所面对的许多事情和遭遇都会因为有异的环境，时势，和角度而产生不
一样的结果。

话说回头，其实每一个人都应拥有自己的主见，自己的原则，自己的人生哲理。拥有自己的主见
并不意味着你必须排撤他人客观的想法。然而，它却巧妙地为你准备了一个衡量他人看法和
观点的平台。所谓平台即不应存在任何的偏担…相对的，如果一个人失去了主见，
那他的人生，就宛如他那断了线的风筝，失去了方向，失去了生命力，最终唯有坠落在陆地