dAtE tO 1 yEaR.....

[[__My dEeEpEsT gRaNdmA__]]

I seldom took photos with my grandma...
This was taken during breakfast 1 fine day!
She was still looking so great n *cHeEzEy* to e camera!
Her health was deteriorating as days passed by..
She was not able to smile to the camera anymore like before...
I loved this photos...1 of those her smilez look so great! i'll cherish it! =D
That's the sayings, 生老病死...
这是她的解脱。她很快乐，子孙满堂是她的心愿！

我愛他 -【下一站,幸福】主題曲

Im soo addicted to tis drama now..how i wish it can go more than 20 episodes..hmm.... =)

家

家，到底是什么？在我们的生命中到底扮演着什么角色？

你，常常会这样问自己吗？

这个字，除了我知道它是宝盖头和会写之外，它对我来说开始变得越来越陌生。

家，应该是温暖而无时无刻都会想到的地方。不管在外面遇到什么困难，家是唯一能够让你感到欣慰的地方。家里的那道大门，那扇窗，24小时，永远会为你而开。所以，在家里应该是件很开心的事呀！

唉，我的家却不是这样。我是想我的家能带给我这样的温暖。让我即使累了，回到家还是会想快乐的笑着，分享我一天在外喜怒哀乐的心情。可是，现在这个家，好像只不过是个避风港。

当我听见别人有温暖牌餐吃，有时我会想我的温暖牌餐呢？我是有多久没有吃到‘家常便饭’了？不晓得，大概已久到我忘了。

衣服洗坏了，也不能说。说了，挨骂的又是自己。明明不是我做的，挨骂的又是我！

东西找不到，随便问问，挨骂的又是我。家务也只是我做，没做，挨骂的也是我！

家里不只是我一人，为何挨骂的总是我？！为何家务也只能叫我做？他，又没做，也没事。

我想要谢谢‘你’为这家的付出，可是‘你’又到底有做到什么让我能说谢谢的。真不知道如何开口。想必我开口，就只有挨骂的份而已吧。也不知道‘你’到底怎么了，也不说。

现在，连说话都不能好好讲。不到两三句，又吵起来了。你一句，我一句，不管‘你’和谁说话，结果还是大吵大闹，呱呱叫。听都听到厌烦了！真的很累~
何时才能够好好说话，好好和‘你’沟通呀？是你变了吗？！大家都说是，也快受不了了。

这个家，有好多好多事让我感到好失望，好失望。好多，人；事；物，都让我好烦恼喔！真的感到越来越难与家沟通。好难过喔！

我想做好多事，可是我又不会。如果谁会，来教我好吗？靠人做，失望的只会是我自己。我已经失望好多次了。我真的很累，不想再靠她为我做了。反正，又做的很不好！真气人！

我想学，煮家常便饭，洗衣。总之，就是家事。我想为这个家，为我自己，做点事。因为靠人，那种失望，生气的感觉，让我更加累吧！我也好想念有家的温暖

真是家家有本难念的经呀！

加油！加油！加油！我必须相信我能做到。。。

*confusion*

Christmas christmas...new year new year...there's isnt any significance bout tis festives seasons...probably only that im havin a party in my office n im e lucky few to pick to deco my office christmas tree...haas..tt's sth special..cos it's a real christmas tree and 1st time deco-ing such a big tree..hee...other than tt, im simply lost...lost in my totx...

i dunno y im having tis feeling of lost...like nth planned for e special day...at first was super lookin fwd to all tis hols break...wrk half day on 23rd n 24th...25th - 27th long wkend...omg...tt's really a super long break for me yea....so many days of rest after tired of wrking and study...at first tot can get prog planned on such long break...den can enjoy before e yr end...haha...take a break but it seems so that im wrg...indeed im having break, but tt's nt e way i wanted it to turn out to b...i wanted sth really enjoying where i can reallly enjoy myself...but i dnt feel any enjoyable mood...at least nt nw...

nt to discourage those who planned outings with my share alrdy...but i totx meeting up is usual...is wad makes tis meeting up special in tis season...if nt, wouldnt it b jux a normal gathering?! but perhaps im really wrg..it's jux a wishful thinking on my part....still, i wan to appreciate those who takes e initiative to plan outing, with me in..hha...if nt, i'll really b super damned bored i guess....nw i can foresee i hav alot of available slots...24th, 25th, 26th...even if there is prog, but no confirmation means yet to consider confirmed...so gd for having hols break...probably for me jux to rot at hm when ppl r enjoying their season outside...omg...hard to imagine wad i'll feel on tt dae...aiya...dnt think so much..e more i think, e more sianx...

haha..y my words sounds like im promoting myself to ask ppl to go out tgt in tis festive season since im super free...no, i dnt wan to do tt n i dnt mean tt..im jux expressing my totx out...no other intention, pls dnt misinterpret...haix..maybe im jux feeling emo....i jux really wan to do sth tt i like to do in tis season...follow my heart to do things...but it dnt turn it e way i wanted to b...maybe tt's y im thinking like tt..

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it's tiring to kip guessing wat's a person is thinking bout...esp those u really care about...close frenx is one of it...sensing there is sth wrg but nv try to talk bout it...take it for example u used to get so close with ur true frenx...frenx tt u really care n share bout n ppl oso think tt u guys r really close...but suddenly, tis frenship make a drastic 180 deg turn to it feels like 2 strangers...wouldnt it hav caused sum thinkings in ur mind...definitely will i think, but nv will try to find e ans...sum ppl r funny, they dnt look for an ans cos they r afraid to face e ans...maybe...

i jux wan ppl ard me nt to get so tight up...u r tired of wearing a mask, im tired of guessing...y dnt frenx, true frenx, jux face each other without hiding any totx...tt's y true frenx r for mahx...so frenx, jux trust ur closest frenx...dnt leave an impression in ur heart tt there's no one to trust in tis world...tt's a pathetic totx i find it..cos e closest frenx will standby u no matter wat...so if u treat me as ur closest frenx...i wld wan to support u n standby u in everything u does...i can b a listener n i lov to b 1...ever since so long ago, few ppl let me b listener..always e one doing e speaking..haha...is tt gd?!roles exchange r better...relationship n communication can b improved mahx..

so let me get e taste of wat's closest frenx r for...dnt kip guessing tis n tt..end up will turn crazy i guess...crazy in ur own totx....hmm...i miss my closest frenx, i really does....

i nid encouragement badly....too emo over all these wild totx in tis cold weather...hw silly...but jux cant get it off my mind...i wan to b brave n speak up cos i wan to cherish wad i hav..im contented but yet perhaps u dunno sum times....i miss you!

Jiayous Sharon!!

HiYa...iM bAck..!!

omg..i guess my blog had long been forgotten cos too long nv update le bahx...even tagboard seems so dead..haha...ok la, let mi clear up those spider-webs..wanted a revamp, but too noob in tis IT stuff...haix..haha...hopefully i can realli pen out my totx...it's over-brimming...

as usual, too long nv write liaox, already forgotten wat happened over those days..maybe jux recall sum realli deep totx stuff...hmm...

Since 17th Aug, started wrking in the govt sector..nt bad i wld sae..as compare to my previous jobs, tis wld b e most challenging job...with e taxing n tiring factor loading on myself...it's e highest pay job held so far n considering e amt of wrkload piling up each day...really is hw much wrk = hw much being paid...considering fair...haix...but wat to do..tis is my choice..despite so, i dnt regret e switch..at least, life turns slightly better...n i really get chance to pick up alot of stuff tt i dnt used to noe bout..althou there r really alot of stuff i really dunno b4....im still learning the ropes frm my seniors cos there r simply too much things for each of us to cover...alot of aspects...nt to mention, colleagues' wrk...tis is really tiring..haha...1 thing i hate bout my wrk, tt's there no internet access...alot of stuff is so difficult without it...but tis is wrk...no choice..
well, nw is still e hard times i guessed cos still picking up n gt to handle e new studies subj at same time...used to e life of wrking n studying liao, but i really dnt like my life.... =(

colleagues is friendly n easy-going but maybe still cant mix really well...hah, im e youngest inside e whole section comprises of 80+ ppl...hhaa...sumtimes, i find no common topic cos i hav no knowledge about it....like shares, political, family...wah~really alot i dunno leh...haha...but at least still can get along lah...but still , i really missed e moments wrking in sph...those colleagues r really interesting n amicable...haa...

there r alot of frenx i wanted to cherish but there r other factors to overcome through the period...as time passed, frenxship can really turns 'plain s water'..as much as i wanted to meet up n chat happily like e past, but moments lost r really lost... sumtimes e feelings is jux no longer there to chat so much like b4...hmm....but true frenx r really exceptions...cos i can experience e atmosphere when true frenx get tgt...even though feelings r no longer as strong as b4, but thru e jokes, chat n activities, 1 can really feel hw it is nice to find back tis feelings...do i sounds confusing..?dunno hw to phrase, no mood to think so much...but jux trying to relate my totx...

1 thing tt makes me smile each time im thinking, tt's i've gotten my car license on 23sep09, 1st attempt..yea yea yea..i can save alot leh.... =D

there r alot of totx bothering me in my mind, my heart...with those totx i feel so lost, so lost till i dunno wat's my next step...i simply dunno wad to do...so frightened even that i wanted to use tears to wash away my fears..everything jux dnt wrks...those totx jux dnt get off my mind easily..everything still remains unchanged...life still goes on n on...sun, moon rise n set brightly... earth still turning...no matter wad, things jux dnt changed cos u r feeling low..

im only on my first sem in my studies....can sae completed 2 modules waiting for results...super scary...ya, i hav no confidence n i really feel super demoralising studying nw....not at all encouraging....i dunno wad happen but everyting jux dnt turn up wad i expected it to b....i tot i can face sch strongly with all frenx...but turn up im wrong...so wrong tt i dunno wad went wrong...is it my fault subconsciously...i really dunno....nw, im can really feel hw it is to study deg..it's really like wad outsiders always sae....ppl r only concerning bout themselves more than trying to make frenx...enjoying e whole process of studying...maybe dnt apply to all, but applying to wad im gg thru nw, i think it is....so i really feel so tough to hold on to my studies....i dunno where's my lifeboat or when i'll learn to swim...sumtimes i feel y nt jux let mi drown....much easier tis way....nt to sae, it's my 1st attempt....haix......

everything dnt goes rite tis yr....super emo....christmas cumin yet i dnt feel any joyous mood at all; at least nt nw im pretty sure....tell mi im wrong...tell mi there r still sumwhere out there where i can find warmth....i jux wan e slightest warmth tt i can get...is tt too much to ask for...??

人傻不是一种罪，傻人也不想太傻而碎

傻人是没有的选择的；
傻人只听过，傻人会有傻福

hOoRaY..!! ChEeRs..!! =D

it had been so long since i sit down in front of the computer to pen down my totx, running across my mind...i had so much to write, so much to say..yet i doesnt have the time or mood to update my blog..so much happened during tis period, both good n bad..but all i could rmb was all e good, cos i forgot all e bad.. *no space for bad things in my mind*

So, tis gonna b a long post, if u're nt prepared to spend some time to read...go ahead... =D

Since June, im pursuing my degree course..nt being a business student, i hav to put in extra effort and time for bridging modules..i have 6 to clear before i can go on to my 12modules for my course..haas...it's was definitely not an easy task..some modules were interesting, like law n stats..but modules like tourism n management were omg..there's so much to memorise..n it's e 1st time im seeing them..haas..to add on my busy schedule, im taking driving lessons after wrk.."24hrs was not enough for me!" it was often heard by ppl ard us..haas..there were times i feel so down, both of wrk, life, sch..to make it worst, i had to hide my feelings in front of ppl..well, arranging my totx, i learn to adapt n accept my life slowly...so other than lec, exams, wrk..tt's hw i spend my June..not forgetting my frenx birthdae on 29th!

July was a happening month..haas..other than exams, driving, i have birthdae parties to attend..cool~ many of us are July babies..tis shows how popular tis mth is but oso shows im gonna eat bread for e mth..haas.. =p

we hold a mini celebration @ Top 1 for Nancy's Bdae..after driving, went for steamboat dinner n sing k for e whole morning till 5am..it was 7am when im home n lesson was at 9am..haas..but it was worth it..cos there's only one 21st in a lifetime..
im turning 21st on 22nd too..haha..so held a chalet @ pasir ris..ya, i noe e idea is common n nt special..but wat's more to expect when there's a grp of best frenx spending e nitex over wif u...it's e totx n company tt matter...yeah!
i believe im nt a good host tt nitex, neither my party had so much to play with..sry bout tt, but i hope those attend had lotsa fun..i totx it was a good time to catch up wif those so-long-no-c frenx...heex..MILLIONS THX to those tt who take e effort to attend...THX!

Thx for the invitations sent for e parties...Hope u guys hav fun during ur nitex too! =D

Also, in July, i receive a good news..tt's i'll b switching my job soon..althou i miss e wrk atmosphere n frenx here, but all good things come to an end..i learnt alot in this place esp e reality of e world..apart frm able to cultivate patience n knowledge in this line, those proj are 1 of those tasks i enjoyed most..all e in-hse proj r so interesting esp with those contests..nw tt im gone, i only miss those in-hse proj..haas..e last few lines i picked up were disastrous..often, i hated those ppl call to talk on nonsensical stuff, scolding ppl like us..i feel so upset y do we hav to sound so 'low' in front of them..we r equal n hav dignity too yet we cant even talk back or scold when we r in no wrong..tt's for mi lah..u guys can choose to scold back but i choose to swallow it..haix...life is like tt..it's tt unfair, but i noe..in someway or rather, there's always fairness in us..it's hw we look at it..i feel so relax nw tt i gonna leave..been feeling so bad-tempered cos of those lines i took lately..haas..sry, if my temper was vent on u..heex..

today is my last day of wrk le...so cum on..!!pack my mood n set off to my new environment..!! i'll always miss e days spent in SPH for e past 1 year 2mths 23days.. THX GUYS..!! =D

you guys will always b e most wonderful collegues i ever had...naughtiest, funniest, greatest..!!

N on this special day, to mark it even more memorable, i received my results for my last module..officially, CLEARED 6 bridging modules..i was most worried about e last module tt i nid to retake...omg...im so HAPPY, flying into the sky...yeah! =D
Mktg n HTM, here i come yea..!!

Looking forward to my new environment...17th August 2009!! here i come..!!
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HAPPY BIRTHDAE!!
to 06/07/08 babies esp turning 21st..a milestone for e start as an adult.. Sry, if tis kinda greetings looks v simple, but i meant it..n it's nt belated..i greeted on ur day rite?!
apologised for those nt appearing here..i may hav forgotten but u r nt forgotten..no worries!

10/06 - Wan Lin
29/06 - Jae
04/07 - Nancy
05/07 - Jason
13/07 - Gabriel
16/07 - Houng Yee
24/07 - Yan Chang
26/07 - Jian Hong
01/08 - Xin Hui n Nephew
02/08 - Xue Li

生日快乐！！

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I CLEARED MY MODULES...HOORAY..!! =D

SenToSa..

A tRip tO sEntOsa oN eVe oF NaTiOnAl dAy..iT waS cRowDed wItH pPl bUt pReTTy gOod exPeriEnce..wE dIn wEnT tO e bEaCh bUt inStEaD arouNd tHe attRaCtiOnS..1st stoP tO iMaGes oF SIngaPoRe..ToOk loTsa pHoTos, n uNdErsTaNdiNg hw sInGaPoRe CaMe bOut..wE dO nOe e hIstOrY of s'pOrE bUt nT iN fuLL sToRy i beliEve yEa?!

nExt, wEnT fOr sKy rIde aNd wAlk tO mErLioN...wEnT iN n aPprEcIaTe e mErliOn sTatUe..tHere's 10 sTorEys BUt e liFt oNly tOok uS tO e 1st n 10th sTorEy..hAaS..sO tt's hw wE cAmE tO uNderStaNd hw merLion TiS nAmE cAmE bOut..As tHere wAs ND pRomOtiOn, So e tIx wAs pReTty gd bArgAiNs..nOt tt bAd..aS e sKy tUrNs dArKeR n dArkeR, wE wEnT fOr ouR lAst SkyrIde (cAme tgt aS a pAckaGe).. dEn wE eNdEd oUr dAy tHere..iT mAy sOuNds sHorT cOs we sTaRteD aBoUt 3pm..tHey wAIted fOr mE n CH tO eNd wRk at 1pm..tHx u..!!

EvEn tHOu e dAy wAs sHoRt, BUt iT wAs sO fUn n MeAnIngFuL..AbLe tO mEEt tGt iS aLwaYs wAd sO FUn..e pRogRaMMe pLaNnEd iS juSt tO eNhAncE iT bEtTer...aFtEr sEnToSa, tHx tO C.H, wE gEt tO tAsTe e dElicIouS sOuTh bUoNa vIsTa rOad duCk rIce..i OnLy nOe tIs rOad nAme, hAaS..bUt e dIsHeS oRdEreD wAs kAnGkOng, bEaNcUrd, sotOngs, pRaWns nOt fOrgEttInG e mAiN cHaRaCtEr, ducK mEaT..haAs...yUmMy yuMMy~~

NeXt sTop, CatHay BeN & jErRy iCe-cReAm..sO siNfUl tAt dAe..hAha...hAd tAlk whiLe we eAt n eVeNtuAlly, wE eNd oUr dae wItH hx buyiNg a bAg fOr hErSelf from lEftFoOt sToRe..yEa!!

hOmE sWeEt hOmE @ bOuT 10pm..

*sRy GuYs..i'll b pOsTiNg pHoToS sOoN..*
pLs wAiT pAtIeNtLy..hAaS... =D

LotSa tHx..

i cant wait for my party to cum next wk..woohoo..!!
cos can take a short break after my modules...

R.E.S.T, im cuming..wait for me~~yea yea!!

thx guys for willing to take time out to join in my fun..

also, thx so much for doing ur best to strike off my wishlist...

those i truely truely nid de, already fulfill by some buddies le..
items with =D are achieved..thx so much for e effort..
other items in e list r wants, nt needs items lah..jux long term wishes..

those haven get anything, hav to depend on urself lor..wahhaas..

i dnt mind anything lah...but probably nt necklace, bracelet, those accessories le..
oh ya, no more soft toys either...they gt no place to stay le...
i cant bear to throw anyone away..all r precious...
**i have too much of those..haas..thx..

anything practical n realistic lor...thx millions... =)

Looking forward to seeing u guys...appreciated so much.. =D

i cant wait any moments for e time..rmb guys, Azure...

RanDomLy eMo..

Came aCrOsS tIs sOnG tHrOuGh bLog..
i dOn hAv tHe hAbIt tO sEaRcH fOr eNgLiSh sOnGs..
nAtUrAlly, i gEt tO nOe sOnGs tAt "cAmE aCrOsS" mE
e 1sT tImE i hEard tIs sOnG, i feEl so eMo, sO cLoSe tO mE..
wHenEva i hEaR tIs sOng i fEel sO eMo..my dArKeSt pEriOd nOw..

aGaIn, AgaIn, n aGaiN pLayiNg iN my mInD...nEvEr eNdiNg...........

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You Took My Heart Away
(Music and words: Jascha Richter)

Staring at the moon so blue
Turning all my thoughts to you
I was without hopes or dreams
I tried to dull an inner scream but you
saw me through

Walking on a path of air
See your faces everywhere
As you melt this heart of stone
you take my hand to guide me home and now
I'm in love

Chorus:
You took my heart away
when my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
and you sleep by my side
you become the meaning of my life

Living in a world so cold
you are there to warm my soul
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new start and now
I'm in love

(Repeat Chorus)

Holding your hand
I won't fear tomorrow
Here were we stand
we'll never be alone

You took my heart away
when my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
and you sleep by my side
you become the meaning of my life (x3)

断了线的风筝 - 命运

断了线的风筝
失去了方向
失去了生命力
最终唯有坠落在陆地上...

那，这风筝的命运又会是什么？

会被人捡起来珍惜
继续绽放着
还是，
会被人忽视
任人踩在脚低

我想，大概没人会知道吧

这断了线的风筝，既无奈又无助

断了线的风筝

话说很久以前有一位老头子要到老远的城镇办年货。於是他便决定带他那年幼的孩子和
一只驴子随行。因为他十分地疼爱他那孩子，所以便叫他的孩子骑上驴子，他自己则选择步行。

途中，他们遇到了一位和尚，那和尚对着那老头的孩子说: “小孩啊！你怎么可以让你那
年迈的父亲徒步，你自己却骑上驴子！那是很不孝的行为啊！”。此时，那小孩看见了正气喘
的老父，心想: “对呀!我应让父亲骑上驴子！毕竟我还年轻，可以选择步行！”。於是他便叫
他的父亲骑上驴子，他自己则选择徒步。

不久，他们又遇到了一位柴夫，那柴夫对着那老头说: “你怎么可以让你那年幼的孩子徒步,
你自己却骑上驴子！那绝对不是一位父亲该做的事啊！”。老头想了想，随后便叫他的孩子
骑上驴子；他自己又选择回步行。

后来,他们又遇到了一位商人，那商人看见了因远行而正上气不接下气的老头，便对着那老头说:

“你何必选择徒步那么辛苦呢？为何不和你孩子一起骑上驴子去呀？！”。於是老头心想： “是呀！

那商人所说的也是有其道理!我已一把年纪了，何必那么辛苦呢？”。随后便和他的孩子一起骑上了那驴子。

最终，他们到达了目的地。但他们的驴子却可能因为太累或承受不了过于重的负荷物而死
去了。这时，刚好有一位路人经过，他看到了这情景便对那老人和小孩说: “你们怎么可以
一起骑上那驴子呢？！因为它肯定会因承受不了过于重的负担而死去呀！”。此时，老头和
小孩唯有保持沉默…无语相对。

这是一则有趣且简短的故事，但它却给我们留下了一个更深层次的思考空间。它彷佛反映了我们在

现实生活中所面对的许多事情和遭遇都会因为有异的环境，时势，和角度而产生不
一样的结果。

话说回头，其实每一个人都应拥有自己的主见，自己的原则，自己的人生哲理。拥有自己的主见
并不意味着你必须排撤他人客观的想法。然而，它却巧妙地为你准备了一个衡量他人看法和
观点的平台。所谓平台即不应存在任何的偏担…相对的，如果一个人失去了主见，
那他的人生，就宛如他那断了线的风筝，失去了方向，失去了生命力，最终唯有坠落在陆地

心如刀割，跌入谷底

我的心，现在好痛好痛。。
痛得我，快要窒息了

还得戴着面具，继续上班。
真巴不得快冲出去！！

我的心，痛得快受不了了
我的脑，塞满了问号和有的没的
我想的，都是满满的影子，好多好多。。

不要问我为什么
拜托！不要问！

我的心，已经承受不了任何事了。。。

天啊！发生了什么事。。
我也很想知道。。

心碎的感觉，真的好痛好痛。。。
痛得无法说话，无法做事，无法想象。。。

此时此刻，我好想找个角落，钻进去。。
出不来了。。也不想出来了。。。

我又跌入谷底了。。

爱一个人，要如何表达。。。

爱一个人，要如何表达
这问题的答案，大如宇宙，广如大海
大家的心中都有一把尺，心里有数

简讯问候，聊电话，mSn， 都是很普遍了
那特别的又是什么？惊喜，逗人欢笑？！

我曾听说过。。
爱一个人，你会想时时刻刻见到他/她，和他/她一起
有如归心似箭般，下班后见面； 办完事见面
只要有心，不怕见不着面

是真的吗？
烦与腻的念头，是否会开始浮现？

很多人都会遇到这问题但会没有答案
爱情与友情，如何做个平衡？！

你有答案了吗。。？
你表达爱的方式，又是如何。。？
你有问对方喜欢吗？感受如何。。？

见仁见智，
双胞胎也不会是一样的，更何况是不相干的人

珍惜

上帝创造天地万物做了七天的时间，

它将最美丽的事物都放在世人的面前，

所以人生在世，

无论你经历过什么，

只要你懂得珍惜，

一切都可以是最美好的！

时间

稳定的生活，理想的恋爱
到底要花几年的时间来培养
一个人的人生又会有多少时间

对很多人来说
时间未必是个重要的因素
可是，无可否认的事实吧
时间很重要
相处，培养，适应
全都要靠它

日久见人心
这句活，挺有意思的

时间总是在你不留意的时候，飞逝而去
把握时间，把握机会！

幸福就在于，你懂不懂的把握

曾经以为等待会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
我的心还是会难过

你的手心不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星总会有发光的原因
你值得被珍惜
也值得我放弃

只要你可以永远开心
我会情愿渐渐被忘记

希望，你会明白我做的决定

我现在过的很快乐，很满足

梁文音 - 最幸福的事

你撑着雨伞 接我那次
已经足够我 记得一辈子
我懂後来你 不是不坚持
爱情本来就 没万无一失

泪水离开了 你的手指
那不如让它 流在这信纸
我想女孩子 最贴心的是
让爱的人选 结束的方式

Chorus:
我最幸福的事
当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰
让我们像当时拥抱最後一次

最幸福的事
吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人
在左边心口保留位置
是最幸福的事

可惜爱不是 童话故事
不能够永远 依赖着王子
才慢慢认识 只剩两个字
我怎麽忍心 为难你解释

Repeat Chorus

那一阵子有你 美得不像现实
多高兴每一幕 都微笑着静止
我最幸福的事 牵着你的日子
一段爱从开始
直至分开我们都对彼此诚实

最幸福的事
对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起的事
那天和你傻笑着认识
是最幸福的事

HaPpY bIrThDaE tO yOu~~!!! MAY BaBiEs.. =D

HaPpY bIrThDaE tO tHe MAY HuNkS & bAbEs..!! =D

MaY yOu gUyS sTaY hAnDsOmE, pReTty, cHeErfUl aLwAyZ...

For tHoSe tO bE O.R.D pErsOnNeLs, aLL tHe bEsT tO uR fUtUre eNdEaVouRs...CaRvE oUt a pAtH tAt bEloNgS tO uRsElf..bE wAd u wAn tO b, dO wAd u wIsH tO dO...*ReaLisTiCaLLy*

For ThOsE tAkiNg e rOuTe oF fUrtHeR sTudIeS, wOrK rEaLLy hArd...fOcUs & sUcCeEd...gAnBaTtE~~ =D

前面的路，虽然辛苦与慢长。但你会发现，一切都是值得的。先苦后甜，要懂得慢慢学会如何品尝。

生日快乐！！

一时的百感交集。如今，雨过天晴。

Argh..troubles all flood over my brain recently..don really hav the mood to blog...

wat really happens, i wondered...emotions do plays a big and impt part in life..there are bound to be ups and downs along our journey..it's hw we gonna face it; in which pt of view..hah..

When im walking so aimlessly down my life journey...im super duper delighted tat there's ppl standing by me always...at least i noe im nt alone always, n im so grateful to them....even thou we din get to meet up for ages, we'll still get to noe each other situation...i wondered hw they noe, but nvm...hah...Hence, im super thankful to those tt enlighten me... =D

Finally, with serious totx and considerations...i've made some decisions...some decisions definitely will b hurtful but i myself noe, i'll feel so much happier...at least i've seen clearly wat i really wanted in my life..how my life gonna b...no one besides me are terrible, jux tt probably u're nt wat im looking for i guessed...some decisions make me feel so light now, so light till im as thou flying into the sky..i noe, i've overcome for now, those troubles.... *cheers* =p

I do feel so free, relax with almost nth heavy in my mind...i hope u'll understand frm my point of view...step back one step, u might c a bigger picture of e situation... 退一步，海阔天空， 就是这个意思。

At first i totx..once a thing starts to turn for the worst, everything will do likewise..wrk, life, studies...of course, i'll tends to seek advice wheneva i 想不通 or i'll simply blog my emotions out...without all these advisors/venting, i guessed im nt wad i am now...

Time passed so fast..with a blink of eyes, it's coming to a year working in the society..Im starting to think of my contract which is ending soon..nt so much of an expected outcome..wonder should i continue or shud i find another job? but with the economic situation now, it don seems like a good decision...Anyone care to drop mi some words of advice for my wrk?

For studies, im officially a SMA student, taking Double Major in HTM n Mktg...school starting end of May..really mux start to wrk hard le..是时候，收拾心情，向前迈进。加油！加油！加油！！！

For life, there's so many ups n downs...with so many things in my mind, i wanted to jux chuck it 1 side..i noe, i shudnt do so but tt's wad i did previously...now, i hav totx over it seriously... everything is on e rite track now...n..n..n..I hav started to take driving practical lessons now.. im like so financially tight now...haha..gt to manage my finance, time, friends, leisure..Of course, i shall try to squeeze time out for leisure...hopeful, wont get too stress over all tis time management..

Im back to the life of lectures,tutorials, exams..haha...it's time to get an organiser so tt tis forgetful brain of mine shall nt forget any impt dates...my schedule is packed for may n jun...esp my wkend, burnt..jux like army guys...argh =(

Hopefully, i wished i wished....To pass my practical test when i gt my test date......reaching out to my goal...Ganbatte~~!! =D

SmileZ n e whole world smile with me!!! =)

Im bAcK...!!!

Im bAcK oN e 10Th aPriL fRom my sHoRt bReAk..wAhhaa...

wEnT hOls wIf a gRp oF pEePs rEaLLy fUn yEa..Can hAnG oUt aLL dAy & nItEx..
ThrOw aLL uNhAppY tOtx aWay & hAd gReAt fUn fUn yEa yEa........
SpEnD $$ liKe wAtEr...hAha...bUt nTh mUcH iNtEreStiNg tO gEt.. =D

sO uNwiLLiNg tO sTaRt wOrK oN e mOnDay..!!

ChEeRs!! pIcS wiLL b loAdEd sOon..!!

uP NeXt, tAiwAn tRiP...
wOnDeR wiLL iT cOmE truE tIs yEaR..??!! hAa.....